Desperate

Have u ever feel so desperate of ur life ? Have u ever feel so lonely ? Have u ever cry in the darkness or in the middle of the night ? Me ? Often .. My cousin always tell me , that my life is actually better . I have everything , i have father and mother who always treat me well ,give everything what i want . I have so many friends who also always there for me . N yeah , he said , my life is too flat ,i just felt bored with my flat-life. try something new . Make ur teenage life so brightful , happy , no tears , no sadness , no regretfull , no revenge . But i always replied him , "THAT'S MY LIFE. NOT YOURS" but hell yeah ,he was right , i'm actually boring with my life . Actually i wanna try something new , but i was just too afraid to face this world . I just a little human , who don't know anything about life . Maybe i need braveness , anyone who can send me a couple of braveness ? I really need it to refill mine . My braveness is on crisis! haha :D Buti always want to thank to you , for RS > " Thanks buddy, u always there for me . with u , i feel never walk alone :) "